Rating someone's diary feels wrong, so I'm solely rating my own reading experience. That being said, this experience was so incredible. I wanted to take my time with it, since it is like 30 yrs comprised into 400-ish pages. Lou Sullivan is a figure I've always felt drawn to and had a gratitude for the work he did. After having read this book, I feel like I really know him, and through him, me. The experience of reading this is hard to put into words, so I suggest you just read the book lol.
Hmm I don't really feel either positive or negative about this book. It was engaging enough to keep my attention, and covered an interesting era in history. But I found all of the characters to be extremely unlikeable, especially Eva, who comes off as clingy, controlling, tone-deaf and disrespecting of others' boundaries. Similarly to Lodalen's other book, Lisa och Lilly, it mentions street name upon street name that are totally uninteresting to anyone not from/familiar with Stockholm. And the dialogue felt a little stiff to me.
I found this book incredible. Forster's is a master at dialogue, which makes this book very fun to read. The book is also rich in themes, metaphors and symbols. It's about reconciling the opposites in our lives. Different classes, temperaments, sexes, materialism vs idealism etc. It also describes a beautiful sisterly bond that really tugged at my heartstrings.
The best way to describe this book is honest. It's honest in the way that the narrator's life unfolds, the way he experiences the world differently at different stages of life. Honest in the way it describes the bad descisions he makes and how it affects him. And honest in the way it talks about bodies and relationships. I really enjoyed that about it. It feels like it's not a novel meant to be enjoyed and be engaging, but one that wants to tell it like it is, and for that, it did a great job.
I really had to push through this one. The writing is hard to follow, and really, really bland. I don't vibe at all with Hemingway's writing style. The characters were extremely flat and uninteresting, the only remotely likeable ones were side characters. Our narrator has no personality, and the same goes for his love interest, who is barely her own person and is just there to please the narrator. Not at one point did I care what was happening to the characters or if they were gonna be okay. The one thing I did enjoy was the part where they live in the Swiss mountains but that's just because of the setting.