saying that this is "more horrifying than i ever would have expected" when this is a book about war feels ridiculous, but it's true. this book is terrifying and brilliant and its about trauma and i think its really really good and you should read it.
“‘How can something from nature be a commodity? Do you tax your rivers for running? Do you pay the trees for their leaves in autumn or charge the sky for its rain?’”
im so normal about this book i promise i promise (im not normal at all about it. love that in the character guide it had pronouns listed !! never seen that in a book before that was so cool
:/ the synopsis and the actual plot really dont match: •i don’t understand why claire and chris are so scared when, like,,, claire has known her best friend, sophia, since they were both four. sophia came out as trans when she was six. if claire’s parents never were weird about that i feel like its a pretty good assumption that they aren’t homophobic. •claire being “caught between two loves” or whatever the synopsis says really just doesn’t happen. there is no major conflict with Pen and and Pen just gets forgotten about in the plot pretty much. •Lena was barely there, and she tells no stories about “growing up gay in the fifties and sixties”. she tells maybe two stories, and they both take place when shes an adult. just in general a frustrating book where i had a very difficult time really caring about any of the characters.
i barely know what to say about this book, but it has destroyed me. the marketing for this failed spectacularly, i put off reading this for so long cause it just seemed like a quirky gay astronaut romance set in space and ITS NOT THAT. yes the romance is lovely (look im ace and on the aro spectrum but MAN i have a thing for kodiak. my god what a guy) but its also philosophical and a thriller and i fucking love this book so much i cried and also THE AUDIOBOOK NARRATION IS FANTASTIC honestly its not surprising that i love this cause i also love stucky :))) so not surprising at all that im unwell over kodiak i love him ohmygodohmygodohmygod
gorgeous, gorgeous writing oh my god i love the format of this book, the usage of second person and the fact that its all addressed to fatima not my favorite book of the year but easily in my top ten