I'm sorry, I just can't do it. I just don't want to. My interest is at a negative 100%. I don't like the writing; it's racist, and uninteresting. Mind you, I usually never have an issue with privileged complaining characters, but this one is just annoying and I don't feel sorry for her in any way. She is the one making herself a victim.
BE AWARE OF TRIGGER WARNINGS This was the perfect book to pick up when I am having an existential crisis. Somehow this just felt so close to my heart, even though I couldn't entirely relate to some of the characters. A book set in a really cold winter, but it felt like a hot chocolate infront of the fireplace when the world is freezing outside.
This felt like the skeleton of a book that could've been amazing. It almost felt like the first draft so that one could get the idea of what was going to happen and how, before the author completely fleshes the story out. Now, obviously I don't know if this also had to do with the translation. I just don't understand some of the writing choices, and the ending... I didn't mind the outcome but the way it was written and presented, was just... no.
In terms of the atmosphere, the writing, everything that happened, this was so good. I almost felt like I was reading a myth retelling, and like all the characters were real people in this world. The atmosphere was perfect too; an atmosphere similar to that of The Night Circus (atmosphere, not the story). I found the characters great too, most of them at least. So this has all the ingredients to literally be perfect, to be 5 stars. However, something about it just didn't work 100%. Don't get me wrong, I still enjoyed it, but sometimes I would find myself reading and then realise after a while that I wasn't paying attention at all, and instead thinking of other stuff. Then, whenever I re-focused, I was enjoying the writing and story, but then I'd stop paying attention again. It was the weirdest thing! I enjoyed it but I kept getting distracted by my thoughts... What does that mean for the book?
Oh my god. Before I say anything, you should know I basically never cry. Tears rarely even start forming in my eyes due to books. Even some of the saddest books don't do it for me. Now tell me why I literally bawled my eyes out at least 4-5 times? Then I finished the book and I felt alright, and then burst into tears again? And not just cried but literally sobbed?
This is more a contemporary than a romance. If you've ever had a group of really close friends, and start growing up together (or apart), this will hit so hard. It's the story of friendship that feels like family, and that cavity that never quite gets filled up when you feel like you've grown apart a bit. You never truly cope or heal from it.
I feel empty. I'm gonna go stare at a wall for a bit and then go for a drive with no aim. Good night <3.
Woah I never realised how good it would feel to be back in a world that my younger self loved getting transported to. I felt like this awakened all nostalgia and love for who I was when I read The Mortal Instruments series. Cassandra Clare really does a good job at hooking you, even though I was face palming sometimes.
This is one of those topics you don't realise you're extremely ignorant of until picking up this book. Excited to see what research Patric Gagne ends up doing and what results she'll find.