Thank you to the author for the free audiobook + to Steph for gifting me a signed physical copy!!
One of the highest compliments I can give a book is that I set it down multiple times because I didn’t want it to end. That’s exactly what happened with this one, and I actually had to force myself to get to the end because, as it happens with most of my favorite media, I could’ve stopped around 75% forever and pretended the book didn’t end at all. I loved how Samantha Allen’s voice came through so clearly here despite how different this book is from her other novel and her non-fiction work. She writes with so much charm and her characters here felt SO human (even the ghost) that it hurt to say goodbye to them. The foreword in my edition of the book talks about some of the inspo Samantha took for the character of Roland but I still liked making up my own headcanon of who he would be an amalgamation of in our own Hollywood landscape. My one liner review for Patricia Wants to Cuddle was “this is the perfect Mari book” and tbh the same goes for this one. It felt like it was written with all of my silly little interests in mind and for that I’m eternally grateful.
Sorry to lib out but uh......we should be scared. I hadn't read this since high school and I listened to the Andrew Garfield/ Cynthia Erivo/Andrew Scott narration this time. Those three should actually narrate everything forever.
Omfg. Definitely should’ve read the trigger warnings and I think this book is the reason I’ve had nightmares recently but I really liked it!!! Well worth the wait to listen to the audiobook.
Long live Rainbow Rowell. I don’t think I enjoyed myself while reading this and if anything I felt like cringing for most of it but I think the sum of its parts made for a really good story.