I have so many feelings. this book answered so many questions I've been asking, and gave me so many things I wanted, and I'm very happy but also I hurt.

1) I'm here for dragging Eira, please do it more often
2) a Firstborn I actually LIKE? a rarity
3) so many Luidaeg feels. ouch. she might be losing Annie but she has a sister who loves her and oh my god, I'd been waiting for Toby to tell her she loves her for SO LONG and she actually did?! I'm so happy.
4) I hoped there would be more Gillian. I love her, even if she's breaking my heart. I can't really blame her, but I still hope she'll make up with Toby eventually
5) I love the Lordens and I'm glad they are around
6) nonbinary character!
7) RAJ
8) uhm. what the fuck Marcia. just. what the fuck.

god, can we talk about how Toby actually called Simon her stepfather though