I hate when book disappoints me this much. It began great, I loved the writing, amazing pace, I truly felt the emotions on the page. And then at one point it all started to fall apart until it crashed and burned completely. Too much of this story relies on characters doing stupid decisions, unbelievable coincidences, ridiculous plot-twists I was praying wouldn't happen. Motivations made no sense, I don't think trauma works like that. It will kill your time for sure, but prepare to suspend a lot of disbelief to not get annoyed out of your mind.