I'm not smart enough for this book/it just wasn't written well enough for me to follow what was happening easily. I know the whole vibe was for it to be a bit weird and out there, but I stand my ground. Also, I read it in physical version, and you flip the book over and start from the back halfway through which is cool and unique but demotivated me in a way I didn't anticipate. Opening up a book that you're halfway through the story of and being only on page 4 was a weird feeling that I didn't like.