This book was wild, but also so addictive and I didn't want to put it down.  The MC was absolutely awful and pathetic and somehow enthralling.  The way nothing gets him down and even when he has hit rock bottom he keeps going and you just can't look away.  He had an amazing way of spinning everything to convince himself of whatever he needed to do what he was going to do, and to show how awful humanity is at the same time.  I was compelled to see what happened to him and uncover the secrets and I LOVED the ending.  This was an addicting read.

Note: I listened to the audiobook and at first I wasn't sure, but it was so worth it and I recommend it!

Thank you to the publisher for a free ARC and audiobook copy.