Okay, this book is probably one of the weirdest books I've read? And yet, I think it's also one of the most honest and raw.

Let me start by saying the main character is not exactly likeable. He was full of resentment, of insecurities, a lot of hate. But we see him face his problems (that he brought upon himself), accept the challenge, and grow into a more mature, healthy adult. This journey, of course, is not an easy one. He fucks up a few (okay maybe many) times, and there are elements in his life he refuses to confront, but he improves.

This book also focuses on the journey of transitioning and the nuances of trans lives. It shows trans people going through the emotional, physical, and social changes when they transition. There are also lots of discussions about trans and queer lives (the good and the bad), different experiences, and more.

The writing style is very frank, straightforward, maybe even with a cynical tone (especially in the first few parts when the MC hasn't achieved character development yet). As a result, there are times when it feels like it's a drag. It also blends science fiction/fantasy in the contemporary world, which can get confusing, but as you read, you learn to go with it.

I want to say though, there are a few offhand comments that didn't sit right with me as I read the book.

Overall, I like how Future Feeling is ultimately about a journey of self-discovery and self-reflection, to self-improvement. I think this is a memorable one.

CW: graphic sex scenes/sexual content, mental illness, drug use

Thank you so much to Soft Skull Press for sending over a copy! (This, of course, did not affect my overall opinion of the book.)