good god she has so much anxiety. this is how i felt before i went to therapy honestly. it made it very hard to listen to at some points as i was practically begging her NOT to do something and she did it anyway. overall, it was a bit too meandering for me, but it did make me think twice about the things in life i take for granted. i haven’t been very existential recently, for better or for worse. i can’t say i loved any of the characters, but i enjoyed this books