5 stars
This book was amazing, it gave me all the feelings.
I'm usually not very fond of stories when the queer MC falls for his straight best man, because I can't handle the pining, but the author did an amazing job here describing Nick and Andy going from friends to lovers and I adored every second of it.
They're so in tune with each other: Nick is way less wealthy, but determined and resolute, very good at his work and confident around people. while Andy is a walking disaster, his very affluent upbringing shielded him from the reality around him, he was very eager to find his place in the office and he was genuinely fond of Nick and grateful to him for their friendship.
Grumpy Nick always taking care of oblivious Andy was so sweet.

They navigated their friendship mantaining a sort of distance at first, then, when Andy needed more support, they started living together and becoming more and more close.
Andy's sexual awakening was not rushed, but when his sorted out his feeling, he wasn't scared to love Nick. Even if it wasn't easy for them being a couple and the reality of the world outside kept crashing in, they were still able to cherish and protect their time together.

I also appreciated very much the author taking her time with the MCs' past: family, places, events, they're all integral part of the story and help to understand Nick and Andy's personalities better.

This story takes place in the late 50's, a time when being homosexual was a crime. This atmosphere obviously influences their lives and their relationship: there are a lot of fears, but also a lot of hope and dreams for the future.

Everything was so beautiful and emotional, it was a slow burn turned into a precious romantic love story. I look forward to read more from this author.