I love books that are part science, part memoir and this one delivered. There were moments here that left me a bit breathless with their vulnerability and honesty. It was at times difficult to read, at times hopeful and beautiful.

It's always tough to rate non-fiction, especially memoirs, but this is also part science writing. I found that some of the connections between marine life and the author's life worked a bit more seamlessly for me than others. I also think at some points, we spent too much time with the fish and I felt my attention drifting.

That said, this is one that I already want to reread and take my time with. To revisit single essays and appreciate the honesty and clarity with which Imbler writes.

cw: r@pe, sexual assault, alcohol abuse, fat phobia, discussion of weight and weight loss, coming out, transphobia, gender dysphoria