SCREAMING CRYING VOMITING SHAKING CONVULSING DYING. Yeah, there are no words. Like I genuinely have never read something like this which is why I loved it so much. I was so engrossed in their world that I didn't want to leave. I don't think I can fully capture how much I loved this. How can you even describe this? Friendship, love, betrayal, video games, business partners. After finishing the book I just laid there to soak it all in. "Tell me I don't know you, Sam thought. Tell me I don't know you when I could draw both sides of this hand, your hand, from memory."