A review by billy_ibarra
Even If These Tears Disappear Tonight by Misaki Ichijo

emotional medium-paced

3.5

"๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต. ๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ด, ๐˜ช๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ. ๐˜š๐˜ฐ ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜“๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ." 

๐˜Œ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜๐˜ง ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜›๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜‹๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต by Misaki Ichijo was a spinoff of her first novel, ๐˜Œ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ง ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜‹๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต. It told a heartbreaking story about love and loss. The narrative followed Tooru Naruse, a quiet university student, who entered into an unusual relationship with Izumi Wataya. She agreed to date him, but only on the condition that he promised not to fall in love with her.

As their time together progressed, Naruse slowly realized that Izumi was still deeply connected to someone from her pastโ€”someone she couldnโ€™t let go of, no matter how hard she tried. Naruse wanted to help Izumi and understand the sadness that weighed on her. He reached out to her high school best friend, Maori Hino, to uncover the truth about her past. What he discovered was painful: Izumiโ€™s heart still belonged to someone she had lost.

Even though Naruse fell for her, he knew he could never fill the space that person had left in her life. Their moments together were bittersweet, filled with warmth but also an aching sadness as Naruse struggled with feelings he could never truly share.

Naruse loved Izumi deeply, even though he knew she might never fully love him in return. His quiet strength and selflessness made his pain even more touching. Misaki Ichijoโ€™s writing captured the profound sadness of loving someone who could not move forward from their past. The story left a heavy ache, a reminder that some people stayed in our lives only briefly, but they left a mark that lasted forever.

Despite this, it was also a story of starting overโ€”of facing the truth that there were things that could never be brought back.