i can’t believe it’s over………. my heart….. is so empty now. i don’t know how i can live anymore in a post arcana world. matthew my love i never doubted you ONCE!!!!!!! i don’t even have any words my brain is a black hole after finishing this book. i’m so happy and so sad with the ending. the last half of the book was an absolute emotional rollercoaster i don’t think i will ever be able to recover from?!!!?!!!!!!!??????!!! i don’t even know what to say right now!!!! i’ll have to come back to this review once i can form a coherent thought again!!!!!