Intriguing, Captivating

Once upon a time, I was a virgin set to marry my childhood sweetheart. Now, I am a woman embarking on an uncertain journey with an all-consuming man whose innermost workings I might never fully gain access to. If I stood at the threshold of my life before it started and was asked to pick one of these options, which one would I pick? The predictability of security or chancing the dream beyond my comfort zone?