what? i'm sorry but as i am almost 30% in and i don't understand/comprehend a single thing, i think it's time for me to drop it... i hate dnf-ing a book but at this point there are so many books that i want to read and being stuck on this one is only going to make me go into a slump. i didn't get the story or the characters, it was pretty messy and all over the place and i really can't make myself finish it. sorry.

i really wanted to love this one. :(