You know what? Fuck this book. And fuck booktubers recommendations, too.
I'm not a disturbing book girlie. I tried to be. Didn't work. It all sounds super cool and shit until you're either get triggered or traumatized. Or in this case both + a reading slump.
I've been reading it since last year and it's been staring at me from my nightstand, every night like a creepy totem.
I'm done with this shit. 60% in, DN-fucking-F.