I found this entire experience mortifying.

There were things that were meant to be so, namely the main character's relationship with her family, so that was effective in a sense. There were things that were definitely not supposed to be mortifying: the dialogue, the relationship, the sex scenes, so like all the rest of it. I didn't believe any portion of the plot or the emotions. I literally wanted to hide from this book while I was reading it.

The FMC did not deserve anything that happened to her in this book, including falling in love with the MMC.

I'm only happy that, at this point, I read this a few months ago, and my brain has done an excellent job purging most of this.