This was just disappointing tbh. Josh had so much potential compared to Ryhs and Alex cuz he was actually a fully fledged person with interests and aspirations and personality, but this book completely ruined it all. The sex scenes were just ugh (ex.  “Every time we didn’t have sex for a few days she had to adjust to my size all over”) but i can admit it might just not have been for me and thats okay. The whole relationship just didn’t seem all that interesting tbh, i struggled to get through it cuz at one point i was like okay this is just the same shit over and over again, and like none of the tropes in this book were executed well enough for me to keep interest. Overall, I’m really disappointed cuz i went into this one thinking it’d be my fav ngl.