Great example of a toxic relationship and how it can complexly exist in polyamorous relationships. I wish

the two girls had ended up together.

"Sometimes I hear your voice in my dreams, and I wake with a start. But I'm getting better at soothing myself back to sleep these days. Perhaps, in time, I will stop asking God for his forgiveness. Perhapse I'll be able to uncurl the defenses around my heart and let someone see me the way you saw me. Vulnerable and naked. And totally trusting."