had a very hard time getting into this book at first and I thought of dnfing multiple times: I could not care less for any of the characters, it made me incredibly uncomfortable half the time, VERY repetitive and honestly boring. I did like the second half though but I didn't feel like there was really any character development?? barely any tbh. 

the whole book was written so well though overall and some parts were soIheartbreaking. I definitely see why people like it but I do feel that it is still incredibly overrated and incredibly boring and uncomfortable half the time so it's just not for me maybe¯\_(ツ)_/¯