Emil moves across the country to confront his past and to try to be a better person. The first time he lays eyes on Renzo he knows he's in trouble. Emil struggles to believe he can the be the man Renzo needs, but with each moment they spend together he just can't stay away from the man who gives him so much hope for a better future. 

Emil and Renzo are just meant to be, no matter how much they try to fight it. Emil is coming to terms with why he's struggled so much to process his emotions, but I loved how he took charge of his change even if he doubted he could do it. Renzo believes in him so much that Emil has no choice but to believe in himself too. Renzo is wary of a relationship after divorcing his emotionally abusive ex, but Emil couldn't be more honest and understanding. For all that they think they don't deserve love, they both care greatly for the other and are so sweet and gentle with their new feelings. 

This book reminded me of Halo (the first in the series) where I'm invested but then after a while I get tired of the back and forth "we can't do this but I want you" and just want them to get on with it already. But also just like Halo I loved the whole cast of characters and the relationship was so sweet. Matty was the best and I loved how Renzo was able to play the caretaker role while remaining a brother and friend, knowing how important that was. I loved Dahlia and wish she didn't fall away at the end, but I also was excited to see some more Oliver and Victor. I didn't intend this to be a holiday read but it was perfect for the winter season!

Read if you like: 
• hurt/comfort                        
• one night stand to lovers       
• disability rep  

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