This was a book recommendation from a YT video. This woman was talking about her favorite Japanese novels, this was one of them, and she said describing it "This book is 'dirty.''" .. ngl, I was intriguing.. ngl again, I thought she was "selling me" this novel by scaring me away from it.. 
Yeah, she wasn't. 

I won't give a synopsis. I can't even condense this colossal mind-fuck or talk about it because it was really "dirty."
 

I will say this, though. Never have I hated a main character in a book like I hated this man.. Oooo, I wanted to bitch slap his stupid bitch ass cunt face... No, you go to another book review, idiot. 
Smh. Was this a great novel? Yes, it was.. undeniably.  Did I enjoy it? No, fuck this bitch.. however, it was good .. but, seriously.. fuck this bitch.