First Time (May 2021)- This book broke my heart in all the best ways. I want more.
Second time (Oct 2021) - listened to the audio book and am so happy I did, just confirmed my love for the book even more.
Third time (Feb 2023) - have I mentioned I fucking love this book!? Like every time it just gets better. Howeverrrrrr, I am not sure if it was a good idea reading it again this close to the show coming out, it may ruin the show for me because I’m worried about some of the changes they are making. But the book is easily in my top 5 faves.