was planning on making a joke about how running away to a remote isle to consort with a vampire is the average response to the ending to your first sapphic situationship but i am crying my eyes out rn and don't have it in me. if you are queer and ex-catholic have fun reading the last 50 pages of this!!

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“i want her to ask for my forgiveness. i want a reason to be able to forgive her” what if we all just kill ourselves