this book is amazing, thoughtful, and just so achingly beautiful. it hits hard and it hurts at times, and a lot of it rang so true for me, that at times i thought Megan Nolan had personally read my mind or plucked thoughts and feelings i’ve had and wrote them down. this book is definitely not for everyone, it’s certainly an anti-romance, and extremely introspective for pretty much the whole book, but the writing is absolutely amazing perfect and i found the narrator to be so relatable. i would highly recommend this book, but do be sure to check content and trigger warnings because it deals with a LOT of heavy topics.