idk if i wanna rate it 4 or 5 stars, it's giving me that 5-star feeling but smth is holding me back. 

i absolutely loved this book! the main couple is amazing together! 

though, i wanna smash aaron's face into a wall and drag him along it to scratch the skin off his face!! i am very careful with my books but this weasel nearly got me to throw the book across the room!! the constant gaslighting, manipulating, and guilt tripping was so infuriating. i'm so glad nate punched him at the end, i definitely felt a lot of schadenfreude during that