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A review by bisexualbookshelf
Yr Dead by Sam Sax
challenging
emotional
reflective
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
“All I want to do is leave a little more room for what good people are left to do their feral blooming.”
Sam Sax’s Yr Dead is a book that lingers, both in its haunting lyricism and in the devastating weight of its central character’s final moments. Told in fragmented, poetic prose, the novel unspools the memories of Ezra, a queer, Jewish wanderer who, between the moment they set themselves on fire and the moment they die, relives a lifetime of longing, loss, and political disillusionment. At its core, Yr Dead is an exploration of what it means to belong—to a place, to a person, to a history that is both inherited and self-defined. It is a blistering meditation on survival, grief, and the tenuous hope that something, somewhere, might feel like home.
Sax’s writing is incandescent, shifting between moments of raw vulnerability and sharp, sardonic humor. The prose is deeply lyrical, sometimes so fragmented it feels like grasping at wisps of thought before they disappear. Ezra’s memories flicker through time, painting a portrait of a life shaped as much by absence as by presence. Their relationships are transient, often destructive—there’s Edwin, a high school bully turned lover, Christian, a man whose home they share while betraying him, and Arnold, an older, controlling figure who locks Ezra away for days. Their family, too, is defined by loss: a mother who left, a father more devoted to his students than his own child. And through it all, Ezra walks with ghosts, asking, “How many people have visited my body and never left?”
The novel is profoundly political, interrogating protest as both an act of resistance and an act of despair. Ezra moves through the world with the weight of history pressing down on them, attending demonstrations but never quite feeling present, caught in the space between engagement and isolation. The book is deeply attuned to the ways queer and Jewish identities intersect with political struggle, how survival can feel like both an act of defiance and an unbearable burden. The question at the heart of Yr Dead is unrelenting: when language fails, when the world offers no clear answers, what do we do?
If there is a criticism to be made, it’s that the novel’s fragmented nature can, at times, feel disorienting. It demands patience, a willingness to sit with its ambiguity. But for those willing to engage, Yr Dead is profoundly moving, a book that refuses easy conclusions and lingers long after the final page. Ezra is a character who aches to belong, yet fears the intimacy such belonging requires. Their story is one of fire—sometimes a guiding light, sometimes pure destruction. And in Sax’s hands, their voice burns bright, refusing to be extinguished.
📖 Recommended For: Readers drawn to lyrical, fragmented storytelling and introspective narratives; those interested in queer and Jewish identity, political resistance, and the search for belonging; fans of Ocean Vuong, Carmen Maria Machado, and Akwaeke Emezi.
🔑 Key Themes: Longing and Alienation, Queerness and Jewish Identity, Protest and Political Grief, Memory and the Body, The Haunting Presence of Loss.
Graphic: Homophobia and Fire/Fire injury
Moderate: Domestic abuse and Sexual content
Minor: Animal death, Drug use, Gore, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Transphobia, Police brutality, Antisemitism, and Alcohol