was an extremely slow read from a fucked up MC but was decent enough to warrant 3.5 stars right up until I got to the last 15 pages. maybe I should have read TWs for the book, but the last chapters lost me. I was not prepared for the graphic violating scenes and it just felt so icky that I barely skimmed the pages after. the whole book was a little dark but I don’t think it needed that scene and because of that I don’t think I’d ever recommend.