A painful story to read from a firsthand account. As a fan of her brother I was aware of the tragedy they faced, but Lottie's words made it feel real. Honestly I am glad I read this book now right after Liam passed. It hasn't been that easy for me, but Lottie provided some information about grief that may actually help me. I know that his death may not affect me as directly as it did Lottie or definitely Louis or the other boys, but it has still been tough for me. This book helped me process some of my emotions by helping me appreciate his life along with Johanna and Fizzy's lives. Lottie is so strong and she has become a new role model for me.