I was originally interested in this story. It sounded like something fresh, a rare find in young adult. The story started slow and picked up quick. I was engaging and offered alot of different talking points. If that was all, it would be 5 stars. The thing that brought the story down for me was the main character. I felt like (this is just my opinion so chill) she came off really repetitive and easily influenced. The boy she likes, not much is known about him. The grouping of them comes off forced, no real connection. Yet, she so obsessed and lustful of him. In short, it comes off creepy. She also repeated (atleast 5 times) "I know, I am so sorry." She keep making not so smart choices...I guess you could say and everytime she will say that phrase. By the third time, it's like, nah even I don't believe this anymore.