A beautifully written and poignant coming of age YA, that draws on author Abigail Johnson’s own experiences as a wheelchair user, weaving a heartfelt story of strength, resilience, love and hope that literally stole my heart! 

The prose was beautiful l and brought Ethan and Rebecca to life so well, I honestly didn’t want it to leave them after that fabulous (and satisfyingly sweet) ending. 

Following their childhood friendship over the years, from their first meeting to their reunion and all the complicated struggles and feelings in between.

And was blown away by just how vividly in-depth our both Ethan and Rebecca were; in their grief, joy, and guilt they felt for every moment of happiness. I don’t often find myself this fully invested in characters, but Ethan and Rebecca felt so real. And watching them overcome some pretty large personal struggles (which had me sobbing quite a few times) made me feel soo proud of them. 

Rebecca’s story was especially impactful as she adjusts to life in a wheelchair after a car accident (that also resulted in the death of her father) and the grief she still endures in losing him. 

Her relationship with her mother was a little fraught too and I really wanted to give her soo many hugs after every interaction. But she does eventually open up and finally communicate her feelings — which again, did have me sobbing uncontrollably. 

Ethan’s experiences as an only child of a parent struggling with addiction (and being constantly uprooted) was just as poignant, and Johnson’s sensitive approach to the subject material incredibly well done. 

If you love books that explore complex issues alongside the teen angst and romance, or want something that’s guaranteed to hit you in the feels, then you’re gonna want to add this to your TBRs ASAP! 

Also a huge thank you to Harper360YA for the proof.