2.5⭐️ ive honestly never been more excited to finish a book and then hopefully never ever think about it ever again. this was gnarly and honestly pretty disappointing - almost DNFed a few times but stuck it out because i love taddeo’s voice and the storyline was intriguing but the pacing of this felt very off. kept feeling like i had to take a shower after reading so honestly adding half a star for that lmfao really was impressively heinous. TW: literally everything under the sun be warned