How was it possible to hold so much desire and so much fear in the same body?

Zara is the most unreliable of narrators which is quite fun to read, until you highkey start going crazy at her gaslighting her own thoughts and behaviours. This was v enjoyable, and while the story had some interesting choices, reading this was fun, the descriptions are so immersive and suffocating that you will feel like you’re locked in a soundproof, seven-bedrooms house in the East Hamptons too.