Okay so. This book completely destroyed me. Like the last five chapters left me totally without words and my friends had to experience as I screamed and shouted in frustration. The book was amazing and perfect but I was simply not expecting the end. Like *sigh* *takes in deep breath* Eight sacrificed himself for Nine and I'm so sad!!!! Don't get me wrong, I adore Nine with all of my heart and would have been completely destroyed if he died but I was not emotionally prepared for Eight to die. Then there was Five whom I always thought was a traitor from the beginning and the moment I start accepting him BOOM it ends up he really is a traitor. And THEN they take Ellla!!!! Like nooooooo!! And then BK is probably dead and I can't even.


I loved this book because it broke me. It was incredible. And I just can't even speak.