I read this book in one afternoon. I had issues with book 1 in that our main female character is 19 years old and just had so many emotions and feelings that didn’t align with how I think most 19 year olds would act in relationships with older men. Halfway through this book we jump to when she’s 26 and I appreciated it much more. The angst was amazing, but it was Chapter 51 onwards that had me SOBBING and made this a 5 star book for me just because of the FEELS.