Holy crap. The author warned that this book would be dark but I still did not expect THIS book. Cyrus wasn't just your average dark, tragic love story. It was emotionally and mentally dark as well. But the beauty of this story is while it is SO dark and terribly tragic, it's also funny, beautiful, hopeful, and really freaking hot. A.E. Cosby has somehow made a tragic love story, beyond worth the pain with the beautiful way they explored unconventional relationships and the way what we consider our darkest parts, are actually the parts that someone else finds beautiful. I was shocked yet also expected the amount of things that made my jaw drop in this story, yet I am still clamoring, waiting for book two..