Out of all the Playboy memoirs I've read, this was by far the saddest. 

Crystal tells a sad story, full of trauma and pain and grief, and knowing that Playboy was a horrible place for young women doesn't make it any easier to hear, especially right from the victim's mouth. Hearing Crystal tear up and get emotional at places was incredibly difficult. 

If you're just in this for the "tea," you'll likely be disappointed, as Holly said much of the same in her book, but witnessing Crystal's healing journey was incredibly worthwhile.