A review by afi_whatafireads
Sleepless by Marie Darrieussecq

informative reflective fast-paced

4.0

The irony of reading this in the midst of sleeplessness as well.


"The world is divided into those who can sleep and those who can't.


Insomnia and all its glory.

Sleepless is a memoir on being an insomnia; the journey of the author having insomnia for the past 30 years - in the indulgence of drugs, alcohol and anything that can get her to sleep. A quiet-chaotic mess of thoughts on the world and mostly of being (not) able to sleep.

I find as someone who suffers what the author has gone through for the past 10 years of my life, I can say that reading this was like calling me out in various languages and names. Insomnia can be a lonely journey, and not everyone will understand the fights you have between the voices in your head throughout the night, knowing that you want to sleep, but you simply; just, can't . There is almost a comical way in somewhat being seen by reading this memoir. I felt that I wasn't alone in this journey, and that there were loads of others - big big names - that suffered the same problem as well.


"Sleeping means trusting the night, believing in a reunion after the commotion of dreams."


The author had done a thorough research on everything that is related to sleep. The infamous works from Woolf and Kafka, were amongst the many that were quoted in here. One of the things that I liked was that, not only the author had written about her own struggles; she had also written about sleep and the state of not being able to do so in different context. There was a chapter in the book that spoke on 'forced insomnia' ; where privilege plays a part to actually let people know that you are in a safe place; seemingly awake with your own demons - whilst there are other who couldn't sleep not beacause they didn't want to, it was because they dint't have a choice but to stay awake. Its these themes that made this book an enjoyable read. She not only delved into her own state of mind; but also became reflective of the circumstances that she was born into.

Its also interesting to read through her state of mind - one I can imagine writing the book at 4.04 AM. Its almost comical how 4.04 AM its like a universal time for insomniacs. There is a sort of solidarity reading this book but it didn't feel self-victimizing, instead; its written in just a matter-of-fact way and paired with loads of references that made it a very insightful and educating read as well.

I do recommend reading this. Its a deep dive into the world of insomniacs; and its in the matter of being able to understand those who are stuck in their beds with their thoughts. Definitely an interesting one.

4🌟 for this !

Thank you to the publisher for a copy of this ARC! I highly appreciate it :)