I understand that this was intentionally shocking, but I fear that this femme-fatale may have girl-bossed too close to the sun. At the start of this novel the shock factor was very engaging and set up an interesting narrative, but from here things devolved into a non-linear stream of consciousness style trauma porn. I enjoyed the writing style but that was about it, the plot was meandering and was not worth the stress of reading it. TLDR: This was gross and I struggled with it, TW frequent discussions of sexual violence.