It’s one of the best historical fiction books I’ve read so far. Although some parts are true, this story originates from the real-life experiences of the author’s Oma (grandma) in Batavia during Indonesia’s wartime, when it was colonized by Japan and the Dutch.

The narrative takes the perspective of a Dutch daughter, Emmy. Initially living comfortably, she gradually becomes aware, through her close friend Bakti (likely her servant but considered her best friend), of the disparity between her lifestyle and the locals’ struggles. The reality of colonialism becomes apparent when Japan soldiers arrive, stripping her of everything.

The novel unfolds as Emmy strives to survive as a Japanese prisoner and escape to find her Papa. Her heroic actions aim to save her loved ones, revealing the harsh treatment of women and children by Japanese soldiers. The narrative sheds light on the brutalities of Japanese colonialism.

Despite the heart-wrenching moments, the novel concludes with a glimmer of hope. The war ends, Indonesia gains freedom, and Emmy reunites with her family (Papa, Bakti, Ibu Lia, and Mr. Yukoshima).

The most poignant line, “I’m too foreign for Indonesia, too different for Europe, and I just want to be me,” shows the struggle of not belonging anywhere, leaving a lasting emotional impact.