You ever just finish a book, lie on the floor sobbing, and think, "Wow, I have only an inkling of an idea what this was about because of the complex prose and yet this story was so profoundly beautiful that it single-handedly wrecked every thread of emotion woven into my soul and completely obliterated my future relationships because now I have as a standard these characters' yearning and surreal love for each other expressed in the most delicate words pieced together to form such a glorious story that transcends all time and space"?

This was that book.