It's not often I say things like, "I've never read a story like this before," but it certainly applies to this book. I thoroughly enjoyed this book, maybe more than I should have, but I felt like a little kid again while reading it. And while it was amazing to read, there are definitely a lot of faults within the structure of the story that did make me raise an eyebrow on and off.

It's not that well-written, but it's a pretty easy read, though there are some random "big words" thrown in there every chapter that made the flow a bit jarring, like if you're reading something meant for a high schooler and out of nowhere there's a word better suited for an academic paper in grad school. Regardless, there's something quirky and whimsical with how it's written and for me, it was a breath of fresh air.

Trying to place this in a particular genre is difficult, too. It's equal parts a lot of different things and I really love that; it's not just a science fantasy book and not just a coming of age story and not just a pre-apocalypse "save the world" story. It's all of those things and more.

At the same time, it's hard to place what the hell is going on with the plot. This was far more a character-driven story than a plot-driven one. I must've been halfway through when my boyfriend asked what was going and while I told him about exact scenes I was reading, I also couldn't exactly tell him the overarching plot... because hell if I knew. There are hints sprinkled here and there, but by the time the plot fully reveals itself, you're in pretty far with the book and shit has already hit the fan. And while I was charmed by the earlier "books" within the story, I did find it annoying that

the actual premise, the one explained on the back of the book, didn't actually take place until around 30% into the story. It focuses instead on Patricia and Laurence as kids and teenagers. All of this could have been woven easily into flashbacks throughout the main story and that could have been interesting, but it wasn't. Oh well.

I absolutely loved Patricia. I empathized with her on many levels to the point where the narrative didn't need to explain her side of things; I just got it. On the flip side, Laurence annoyed me. I loathed teenager Laurence and was mildly annoyed at best with adult Laurence. Towards the end, I came to like him a bit more, but geez, I really wanted to hit him upside the head half of the time. Also, the romance between them? Really didn't care for it. There was obvious build-up and attraction, but then there were parts that felt like they came out of nowhere. There were parts of their relationship in general that I did enjoy, but I like them so much better as good friends that are shit at communicating.

Random note, even though it's not a major theme in the book, I was happy to see a bunch of LGBT+ stuff mentioned in there and just had it be normal instead of a plot point for a character who then angsts over their identity. That made me really happy. And bonus points for having a nonbinary character, even if I wasn't happy with their fate in the end.

There were also a lot of points where I felt like someone raising my hand in the back of a classroom and the teacher actively ignored me. <spoiler?What the hell ever happened to Patricia's cat back when she was a teen? Why feel the need to go into detail about every restaurant or haunt Laurence and Seraphina went to? What the hell was this other universe Priya was sucked into because that was apparently a thing? Where was, I dunno, the obviously missing chapter to link Laurence and Patricia hanging out a lot to now deciding to have sex, even though it's mentioned they hadn't even made it to first base??? Or what the hell was the point of bringing Diantha back and what was she doing anyways to help out? Why did the last 10% of the story feel amazingly rushed? And lastly, why did I find roughly five typos in a damn published novel WHO EDITED THIS THING?????

Despite the fact I could nitpick the hell out of this book, there was definitely something charming about the overall story and a lot of the meaning behind it. I love the meld of both science and magic. I love the sorta grey morality going on everywhere. I love all the flaws the characters have. I love the humor throughout everything and nothing is picture-perfect. I love how I had so many feels from the book and found myself laughing one minute and then swelling up with tears the next. I didn't want to put this book down. It was a wild, beautiful ride.