hitting me over the head with a steel beam would have hurt less. I feel like someone just reached down my throat and pulled out my fucking soul. what the fuck. first Andrew Joseph White now this??? trans people have mercy on me, your books are too fucking GOOD. I have a lot of thoughts about the absolute mastery of craft that Felker-Martin shows in this book but I also have a migraine so let's just say she's good at this shit and leave it there.