The first time I read this, I was 17. In 32 now and my feeling safe the same in the sense that it’s a great dystopian. But back then when all I cared about was the romance, my feelings shave changed. 

Being 32 and seeing the system and how it works and how it kept everything the way it was, the control, the differences in districts, the grief, the guilt, etc is so hard to handle now because it all feels so very real.