Beautiful book, surprisingly funny with a blunt, honest speaker who was very endearing if at times difficult to read. I related to this book in ways I didn’t expect, and I’m very glad I am reading it in my mid 20s- teen me would have made this my whole tumblr personality and not really understood it fully. Feeling like a failure after pinning your entire self worth to academic achievement is so relatable and the whole worry of child rearing throughout is again a very real and terrifying theme. The ending was far more hopeful than I expected and I’m very glad- even though we know the author’a own fate.