Please. For the love of God. Tell me. WHY DID YOU PUBLISH THIS BOOK? What was the goal?? What was the intention?? What was the objective?? The world could have lived without knowing any of this. Every single person in this memoir is fked up and you can't convince me otherwise because holy shit, were yall dropped as babies?? If anything, this is a guide to EVERYTHING that an open marriage or poly relationship should NEVER be. Would be great as an angsty telenovela because sure, it can be entertaining but definitely an unhinged memoir. I can't believe this is someone's life and these people made all these choices and are raising children! The children are the only victims despite the author's attempt to self-victimize. If you're looking for a memoir that shows growth, self-improvement and self-reflection, this is not for you. If you're looking to steal the diary of a rich white woman who is constantly making horrible relationship decisions surrounded by enablists, this is for you.