I loved this premise. A duel timeline telling the story of Ruth’s life the year leading up to, alongside her life following, an unspecified apocalyptic event. The “Before” and the “After”. This set up creates a loop, with the end of the book catching up to the start of the book and I eat that kind of shit up. I re-read the prologue once I’d finished the book, and it’s very clear the author put a lot of thought and attention in to it. It draws on details throughout the book and the true meaning of it only becomes clear once you’ve finished the book. I don’t want to say more and ruin the effect, but it’s a wonderful piece that brought tears to my eyes.

I enjoyed the unspecified apocalyptic event. Well, not the event, per se, but the unspecified nature of it. All through the Before sections of the book there are underlying hints of something going on. Other people discuss politics and news reports, but Ruth completely avoids it. It depresses her and she’d rather live her life ignorant of the misery suffusing the world. This gives a huge mystery to what actually causes the end of the world. Narratively this allows the story to focus on the characters and their journeys, rather than larger world events, which is fine and good. But it also gives the reader room to speculate and conjure up their own ideas, and means whatever happened can always be relevant—old politics and world threats can’t go out of date if you’re not specific about them.

I wasn’t a huge fan of Ruth. And as the main character that holds a lot of weight. I didn’t hate her by any means, but I didn’t often find her sympathetic. She sleeps with a married man, she cheats herself, she seems somewhat stuck and perpetually unhappy in her life. Which, in contrast with After, I suppose might be the point. She comes to find herself and enjoy her life only when she has lost everything else. It didn’t make her any more likeable, though.

I preferred the early After chapters and the later Before chapters. So, really, the core story of Ruth travelling to New Zealand, the apocalyptic event happening, and her life immediately afterwards. This book balances both a plot- and character-driven story, and I was definitely more invested in the former.

A longer review can be read on my book blog: Marvel at Words.