This book felt disorienting, but in a way that played well. Being on a reality show is a disorienting, claustrophobic, overwhelming experience and I think this book captures that well. I found myself feeling that frustration of your mouth opening and words falling out that you know you shouldn't say right along with Jac throughout the novel as well. Rarely have I found a main character so relatable. The place this book doesn't deliver for me isn't really its fault. I struggle with plots deeply involving romance and attraction when they don't "click" for me, and this one didn't. I could understand and follow Jac's motivations through a lot of the story but her whole relationship arc with Henry baffled me, and I could tell I was missing...something.